Things are alright. I can't seem to be able to communicate/work well with people online as well as I used to, and I still haven't gained that much patience with people in real, so... I don't know.
I want to rage and throw bitchfits. I know that they will cause nothing but harm and discord.
I want to snip, snap, and snarl at people for IMing me. They only wanted to say hi.
I have an internship, luckily it isn't a real office-like setting. The meetings are somewhat informal and are infrequent. That's kind of good, since I don't get to dread days, but without a guaranteed meeting day it lacks a sense of stability , which is something I think I really freakin' need right now. I don't get paid for this, but that's fine.
I have one more year before I find myself leaving Mt. SAC. I hope I can pass 16 units this time. I won't be a club officer or getting paid work, but I will be part-time intern at a company that's recently starting up. Go Google SpeakChild, it's a pretty cool organization. I can see myself working with them for a long time, even though I'm not sure doing what.
Things are calm and fine, but I'm frazzled and unable to take it one day at a time, 'cause there's nothing in each day. No plans, no drive, no sense to do anything.
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