It's been half a year since I last posted here. Not that it matters, since I've only one follower. I suppose that's what I get for not making a big announcement about this blog on my Gaia and DeviantArt accounts. *shrug*

I'm finishing up my first year of college, and will be starting my second semester in.... Three weeks today.
I haven't changed my major at all, nor have my feelings swayed. However, the fact that the State budget cuts are seriously impacting the California Colleges, and I was planning on going to UCR for an actual Creative Writing degree, is making me think about choosing another major and a different school to go to. I wonder if Cal Poly has anything in the way of the Psych division....


I, uh, gave up on my first feelings of love after two years. ._.; I mean, before two years! Before! It was really... distressing at first, but I've gradually learned to change my habits so I'm not like I was these past two years. In fact, I'll be able to pay better attention to my friends now. ^^ I know that the thought of how ever since I started talking to him, my relationship with my best friend had gone down hill, but that actually didn't really do much in deciding that I needed to end the one-sided affection. The trip was nice, and I'm sure I'll cherish the memories eventually, but I can't until after I've calloused. D: Ugh, I sound like a stereotypical teenage girl talking about having just broke up with her boyfriend when I never was in a relationship to begin with. It really irks me how I sound when it comes to him....

I have my entire Education Plan made and done, and I plan on adhering to it; at least, until I find a college with a decent major that interests me. Too bad not many institutes have parapsychology on campus.
I'm surviving. It doesn't feel like I'm under any pressure, but I've been quite anti-socialization lately. I really hate being around people, and talking to them is asking too much of me. Either I'm more stressed than I realize, or I'm starting to become a hermit crab.


Eh. Whatever. I'll deal.